Lost and found

We pulled out our other camera this morning - our rarely used "real" camera - and found these pictures of Evie from September! I couldn't believe they had gotten lost, or at least never uploaded to the computer. Anyway, here's proof that she really can smile and giggle even if it's been since September that we've been able to capture it on camera.

January

Evie enduring some tummy time, and starting to scoot around some.

Nate likes for me to put Evie in his bed if she's awake when he wakes up from his nap. They lie there and giggle, but not for the camera of course. Yes, he still sleeps with a pacifier!

I've been quite a slacker when it comes to taking pictures. Traveling at the holidays really threw me off, and I feel like I've been trying to catch up ever since! Here are a couple from this week ...

More Christmas

With Elizabeth and Samuel

Elizabeth, Erica, and Samuel

Nathan and Samuel

Matthew (Elizabeth's boyfriend) with the cousins

Playing in the pantry ...

Surely there was something better than paper towels in there!

These are some of Elizabeth's pictures from our time in Chicago. She got some good ones of everyone!

Opening gifts

Evie's first Christmas: reaching for her first gift.

Nate with one of his gifts.

Opening his gift from Aunt Liza - cookware for his play kitchen.

This is Evie's excited face ... and her sad face, and her happy face,
and her angry face ...

Samuel checking out his baby cousin.

We spent the first part of Christmas with my brother Nathan and his family in Chicago. They were great hosts, and we had a good time relaxing, playing games, eating great food, watching Nate and his cousin Samuel run around, and just catching up. I'm so thankful for our time together.

White Christmas

Our back yard on Christmas Eve.

We originally planned to travel to Chicago on Christmas Eve, but we had to postpone our trip due to illness. Nate got horribly (I mean horribly!) sick with a stomach virus on the Sunday night before Christmas. Stephen got it two days later, and then I got it on Christmas Eve. We moved our trip back and traveled on Christmas day instead.

Staying in Texas an extra day meant seeing the most snowfall we've ever seen here. It almost covered the grass. It was nice to have some snow even though we were too sick to really enjoy it!

Caramel Popcorn

In an effort to keep things simple this Christmas, I decided to skip the Christmas cookie baking frenzy and go with something a little easier. I made a few batches of Mom's famous caramel popcorn. I don't remember a year that Mom didn't make batch after batch of this popcorn to give away (along with all of her traditional cookies of course). It was even easier than I expected. Just a little messy. I packed it in these popcorn boxes for Stephen to give to his coworkers. I'll probably do some more for our friends and neighbors, and maybe even to transport to Chicago for a taste of home at our Iles Christmas gathering.

Birthday Party

Super Nate!

Nate's cape

Nate, with Jack beside him, making their capes.

A couple of super heroes protecting Evie.

Nate went to his friend, Jack's, birthday party last Sunday. It was a Super Hero themed party, and the kids made capes, wore masks, played super hero games and ate super hero food. Nate had a great time and has been singing "Happy Birthday" to Jack ever since! Thanks for throwing such a fun party, Lynsi.

Art projects

Macaroni art Christmas tree

Another Christmas tree. Nate saw me throwing scraps in the trash, so he wadded up the Christmas tree and threw it in too. That's why it looks so rough. I salvaged what was left of it. I guess he was just trying to help.

Reindeer gingerbread cookies. They're supposed to have red noses,
but I just used what I had on hand.

Nate's chocolate mouth after eating a couple reindeer.

I've been trying some art projects with Nate lately. I have two things going against me: 1) he's a two-year-old and 2) I'm not very artsy. The combo makes for some pitiful artwork! But we'll probably keep trying new things to help his coloring, cutting, and pasting skills develop. He'll be a pro by the time kindergarten rolls around! :)

Stoic

"Stoic" is Stephen's favorite word to describe Evie. She's not a smiley, giggly baby, but she's a really happy baby. And oh so sweet! She doesn't cry or fuss much and seems mostly unfazed by her brother's attempts to make her cry.

I'm a little late with a 6 month old post, so Evie is now 6 1/2 months old. At her 6 month check-up she weighed 19.5 lbs and was almost 28 inches long. Her two bottom teeth are in and she's sitting up really well. She's added pears, sweet potatoes, butternut squash, yogurt and oatmeal to her diet. She obviously eats really well!

What she's not doing is rolling over. For some reason my children skip that milestone. Nate never rolled over, and it looks like Evie is following in his footsteps! I'm not sure what I do to my children to keep them from learning this skill, but Nate seems to have made it just fine without it, so I guess Evie will too.

Fruity Christmas

In the almost seven years that we've been married, Stephen and I have never put up a Christmas tree, and this definitely wasn't the year to begin putting one up. But, I saw the above idea on a Rachael Ray show and decided it looked like fun. I formed the letters by sticking whole cloves in apples and oranges and placed them around the house. Unfortunately the apples rotted within a couple of days, but the oranges, the hope, is still there.

It's ironic that of the three, hope, joy, and peace, hope is the one that remains. It's been a rough couple of months, and hope has seemed distant. But we want to claim that our hope isn't in people or things that will fail us, but our hope is in the Lord because with him there is unfailing love and with him there is full redemption.

So, without a tree or much ado about Christmas, hope is our theme this year, and HOPEfully will be for years to come ...

Thanksgiving 2009

This is what happens when you ask a stranger to take your picture.
Half the picture (the good half) was cut off.

Nate doesn't look very happy in this picture, but he really did okay
most of the time. Evie stayed warm and cozy with no complaints!

We decided not to travel this Thanksgiving. So, we ran a 5k in the Fort Worth Turkey Trot to give us something to look forward to on Thanksgiving day. It was fun, but it wasn't a good choice for my first 5k because it was so crowded that I couldn't run at a good pace. We were constantly dodging people, dogs, and other strollers. I think I'll stick to smaller races if I do it again.

We had Thanksgiving dinner with a good friend and her family/friends. It was nice to be with family, even if it was someone else's family.

Many days are difficult, but the holidays especially are difficult without Mom and a place to call home. There are no words to explain. They're difficult in a way that only someone who has experienced the same or a similar loss can understand. I've heard many times that the second year (and possibly the third) is the hardest. This is the second year. I'll be glad when the holidays are over.

Correction: There actually are words to explain. I'm just choosing not to write them here.

Family Portrait

We didn't plan on getting a family portrait, but I didn't like any of the pictures of Nate and Evie together, so we chose this one instead.

Finally, a picture of Evie's sweet smile, or partial smile at least! In Turkish they say to babies, "Seni yiyeceğim!" which means "I could just eat you!" It sounds a bit inhumane, but that's exactly how I feel about Evie. She's so sweet that I could take a big ol' bite out of her!

Nate's portrait looks a lot like his from a year ago, except he looks
like a little boy now instead of a baby. I still LOVE his gap teeth!

Pacifiers

Our little almost-6-month-old trying to sit up on her own.

Our kids love their pacifiers. And I personally think they were one of the greatest inventions ever! Nate only gets his to sleep with, and they often end up outside of the crib during nap time. This is how Stephen found Nate when he went to get him from his nap - reaching for his lost pacis with all his might.

Growing Boy

This is Nate's mischievous look. It's finally cold in the house, so we dressed Nate in some warm, zip-up, one-piece pajamas the other night. The problem is that he's able to undress himself now. I've found him naked in his bed a couple times. So as soon as we put these pajamas on him, he obviously didn't want to wear them (obvious from the "No, no, no, no ...") and started unzipping them and trying to take them off. In the picture above he's hiding next to the couch trying to unzip them without us seeing. Yes, we changed his pajamas and let him be a little less warm rather than sleep naked.

This is what happens when you eat cheerios with a runny nose.

He found the cheerio.

The Swell Season

Stephen and I finally got out without the kids last Saturday. We were months overdue for an evening away! We went with some friends to Dallas for dinner and a concert of one of our favorite groups, The Swell Season. As you can see from the picture above, we had a wonderful time! Dinner was great, the concert was really incredible, and the company was pretty good too. ;-) We really need to get out more often.

Joe

I've been watching Baby Joe, a friend's 9-month old little boy, the last couple of Thursdays. Here's a picture of the gang playing "together." I've really enjoyed having him here. It makes the day different and gives me something to look forward to during the week. Nate asks about Joe often now, and when we say his name he gets excited. Last night I put a blue sleeper on Evie that was one of Nate's old ones, and he called her Joe! :)

Brother and Sister

Nate climbed up in the chair with Evie again the other day, so I tried to get some good pictures of them. Unfortunately none of them were great, but these will have to do. Now that Evie can play with some baby toys, Nate suddenly wants to play with everything she has, which I'm sure prompted him to sit in the chair with her. The "Nate, share with your sister" days have begun!

Meanwhile, Nate is talking more and more. He's still not putting sentences together, but at least his vocabulary has really taken off. He's very interested in cooking lately, and he stands on a chair next to me while I chop, stir, mix, etc. so he can see everything. He'll probably start joining in soon, but I'm not sure I'm ready for those messes!

Evie is five and half months old. She started eating rice cereal a couple weeks ago and has added avocado and banana to her diet this week. She seems to be doing really well with the new foods. She's growing so fast!

Biker

I practiced drawing the tattoo on Stephen so Nate would
be more likely to let me draw one on him too.
Stephen's tattoo says "Sarah" instead of "Mommy." :)

We all got dew rags to wear, so Nate would be more likely to wear his.
He wore it well!

Our little biker dude.

Close-up of the tattoo. I think it looks better from a distance!

Since Nate LOVES his bike so much (and because it was the simplest costume idea I could come up with) we decided he should be a biker for Halloween. A "Mommy" tattoo and a dew rag completed the costume. We went trick-or-treating with some friends, but Nate didn't really care about the door-to-door. He was just excited to be riding his bike everywhere, and to be getting candy for it. What a treat! Unfortunately Evie didn't dress up ... maybe next year.